Peter von Kant

In the 1970s, Peter von Kant is an accomplished filmmaker in his 40s living in Cologne. He enjoys growing success, but the shadows of his past relationships haunt him.

Peter is reeling from a painful love affair that has left emotional scars. This deeply affects his view on love and relationships as he navigates his professional life.

Despite his struggles, Peter has the support of his devoted assistant, Karl. Karl remains loyal to Peter, even as Peter mistreats him, showcasing a complex dynamic between them.

Through his former protégé Sidonie, a celebrated actress, Peter meets Amir, a young and handsome North African actor. The attraction is instant and throws Peter into a whirlwind of emotions.

Peter quickly casts Amir in the lead role of his new film, eager to elevate his career while simultaneously pursuing a romantic relationship. The passion they share ignites a new chapter in Peter's life.

As their relationship develops, Peter becomes increasingly jealous of Amir. This jealousy manifests in explosive shouting matches and cruel power plays, straining their bond.

The mounting tension between Peter and Amir reaches a breaking point. Amir ultimately decides to return to his wife, shattering Peter's hopes and dreams of a future together.

In an emotional finale, Peter lashes out at his daughter, mother, and best friend, overwhelmed by his heartbreak. This outburst signifies the depths of his despair and inner turmoil.

After his breakdown, Peter’s mother comes to his side and soothes him to sleep. This moment of tenderness contrasts with the harshness of Peter's previous actions.

Despite his pain, Peter receives a call from the now-successful Amir, who expresses a desire to see him. In a moment of personal growth, Peter chooses to decline the invitation.

Seeking solace and connection, Peter attempts to deepen his relationship with Karl. However, when feelings overwhelm Karl, he retaliates by spitting in Peter's face before leaving him.

Left alone and heartbroken, Peter reflects on his life and the choices made. His isolation is palpable, amplifying the emotional depth of his character.

As a final retreat into his past, Peter watches the film he shot of Amir during the early days of their relationship. This act evokes deep sorrow and longing, leaving him to weep for what was lost.