Keep the Lights On

In 1998, Erik, a Danish artist living in New York, meets Paul through a phone sex hot-line. Their connection is instantaneous, leading to a passionate and intimate relationship that ignites Erik's long-dormant happiness.

During a heartfelt conversation with Paul, Erik opens up about his painful past. He reveals that his previous relationship with Paolo, who was HIV-positive, left lasting scars, but being with Paul rejuvenates his spirit and joy.

As the relationship deepens, Paul introduces Erik to drugs but pleads with him to keep it a secret. This moment complicates Erik's feelings, as he grapples with the newfound intimacy and the shadows of addiction that haunt Paul.

While at an art gallery, Erik encourages Paul to introduce him to his ex-girlfriend. The encounter stirs up mixed emotions, leading to a deeper contemplation about their relationship and the ties from Paul's past.

Erik receives a phone call informing him that he is HIV-negative, lifting a heavy burden off his shoulders. This news temporarily alleviates his worries about the dangers of his relationship with Paul and enhances their bond.

Paul throws a surprise birthday party for Erik, marking a significant moment of joy in their relationship. This celebration signifies the heights of their romance, creating cherished memories amidst their struggles.

In 2000, Erik feels a jolt of jealousy when he sees Paul conversing with another man. Their confrontation is heated but ultimately leads to reconciliation, showcasing the volatile nature of their bond.

During a dinner with friends, Paul’s sudden disappearance raises alarms for Erik. This incident fuels Erik’s anxieties about Paul's stability, leaving him worried about their future together.

While working on a documentary, Erik experiences isolation and unexpectedly connects with Paul again through a phone sex line. This deeply disturbs him, indicating unresolved feelings and the complexities of their relationship.

Erik returns home one day to find Paul unconscious, provoking a serious concern about his partner’s well-being. This alarming event leads Paul to check into rehab, where he blames Erik for his struggles.

While Paul is in rehab, Erik explores a fleeting connection with another painter named Igor. This brief affair reflects Erik's yearning for intimacy amidst a backdrop of emotional turmoil.

By 2003, Erik's optimism dims as he notes Paul’s erratic behavior during a hotel visit. Despite Erik's attempts to re-establish communication, Paul's refusal to acknowledge reality strains their relationship further.

Feeling overwhelmed, Erik finds temporary comfort with Russ again, symbolizing his struggle with boundaries and addiction. This moment underscores Erik's growing detachment from his commitment to Paul.

During a retreat in the countryside, Erik seeks clarity about his relationship with Paul. Paul delivers a stark ultimatum: move in together or end things, forcing Erik to confront his true feelings.

Erik rushes to share his decision to move in with Paul, professing his love while walking him to work. Paul's skeptical response adds tension, but they share a meaningful embrace, leaving Erik to reflect on their complex journey together.