I Am a Camera

In contemporary London, Christopher Isherwood [Laurence Harvey] attends a literary party for the launch of a memoir, the author of which he is surprised to learn is Sally Bowles [Julie Harris]. This discovery sparks a reverie, and the film slides back to Berlin on New Year’s Eve 1931, where the story’s heart begins to beat in a world of danger, desire, and disillusionment.

Berlin is cold and financially strained as Isherwood wrestles with a stalled notebook and a quiet sense of aimlessness. His would-be gigolo friend Fritz Wendel [Anton Diffring] insists they go to a nightclub to see Sally Bowles perform, drawn by her charisma and the chance to ride her rising star. At the club, Sally’s fiancé Pierre [Jean Gargoet] appears, a man who plans to whisk her away to Paris but instead vanishes with Sally’s money, leaving Fritz and Christopher to pick up the pieces. Moved by Sally’s predicament, Christopher invites her to share his boarding house, rearranging rooms so she can take his former space while he shifts to a smaller one. The two form a fragile companionship that threads through a long, cold winter, during which Christopher’s writing stalls and Sally finds little work of her own.

Spring brings a new looseness to their days, and the mood brightens as they splurge on champagne at a cafe. Sally’s extravagant appetite for life leads them into the orbit of a wealthy American, Clive Mortimer [Ron Randell], who pays their bill and escorts them through Berlin’s nightlife. What begins as a playful triangle grows into something more complicated: a whirlwind relationship among the three that promises a trip to Honolulu, a plan that is ultimately scuttled when Clive abruptly changes his plans. A sharp fight between Chris and Sally follows, driving a wedge between them and jeopardizing Sally’s anticipated departure.

Back at home, Christopher finds renewed purpose after a street confrontation with a Nazi group, and Sally’s future again becomes clouded by a personal secret. Christopher writes up a vivid slice of his Berlin experience for a magazine, trading his portrait of the city for money to support Sally’s decision about an abortion. The magazine editor tasks him with producing a sequence of European city portraits, and he prepares to leave the next day. Yet Sally’s attitude shifts once more: she reveals she has misread the dates, was never actually pregnant, and decides to leave Berlin for Paris in pursuit of a film executive she has connected with through Clive.

Upon returning to London, Christopher and Sally reunite, and he invites her to stay in his spare room when she finds herself penniless and homeless again. A parallel thread follows Fritz Wendel’s own romantic misadventures. He seeks the affections of Natalia Landauer [Shelley Winters], a wealthy Jewish department store heiress who also serves as Christopher’s English student. When Natalia does not respond to his advances, Sally suggests that he try a bold move. Fritz admits that his approach has failed and confesses to Christopher that he is Jewish, having hidden this truth for years, though he vows to stop lying about his heritage. The tale closes with Fritz and Natalia revealing plans to marry and emigrate to Switzerland, a quiet note of possibility in a world of uncertainty.

Throughout, the film threads memory and present tense into a meditation on art, love, and resilience under the shadow of rising political tension. The characters grapple with loyalty and longing, balancing personal needs against the temptations and compromises of a shifting city. Isherwood’s narration—whether grounded in the present or drawn from the Berlin days of old—offers a lucid, reflective lens on friendship, ambition, and the lengths to which people go to hold onto a sense of meaning when the world around them seems to tilt.

Last Updated: October 09, 2025 at 12:31