A measured, thoughtful portrait of an unlikely friendship formed under the lens of fame and literary ambition. The story begins with the shock of a famous author’s suicide in 2008 and follows the writer who once interviewed him, as he revisits the tapes and recordings from their time together. The narrative then rewinds to 1996, just after the publication of the author’s landmark novel, and traces how a modestly successful journalist convinces his editor to send him on a book tour assignment that becomes something far more intimate and revealing than a typical profile.
In the film’s core, the journalist travels to the author’s home on the edge of Bloomington‑Normal, Illinois, near the campus where he teaches. The author presents himself as approachable and amiable, yet guarded, granting the interview on the condition that certain lines not be quoted directly. The conversations unfold slowly, touching on everyday concerns—dogs, television, fame, and questions of self-identity—while the journalist notices a more private side of the man, including a candid admission of struggle with alcoholism that remains fairly reticent in detail. A tense moment arises when the journalist brings up the author’s brief voluntary admission to a suicide watch, a topic that creates friction between them even as the dialogue continues to flow.
As days pass, the atmosphere grows more intimate. The author invites the journalist to stay in an unused guest room filled with his books, preferring proximity to literature over a hotel stay. The pair rouse early to resume their discussions, and the journey carries them beyond the author’s home to Minneapolis‑Saint Paul, where the final stops of the book tour unfold. There they share time with two women friends—Betsy, a past confidant, and Julie, a literary critic—and the pair’s late‑night conversations and a day spent at the Mall of America illuminate the complexities of friendship, admiration, and the price of honesty. Tensions surface when the journalist’s flirtation with Betsy triggers a harsh reaction from the author, revealing jealousies and boundaries that emerge even within a respect-filled rapport.
Back at home, the relationship reaches a turning point as the journalist asks about rumors of heroin use, a line the author denies while accusing his interlocutor of chasing a stereotype. The bond eventually settles into a quieter, more human pace: they spend a morning together not as interviewer and subject but as two people who have shared something meaningful. A copy of the journalist’s own novel is exchanged, and they agree to keep in touch, signaling a rare, lifelong connection born from candid conversations and mutual curiosity.
The film culminates fourteen years later, when the journalist is on another book tour and reads aloud from his memoir, Although of Course You End Up Becoming Yourself, which recounts their 1996 road trip. As he reflects on the ideas they explored and the conversations that changed him, the film frames how that encounter helped ease his loneliness and reframe his relationship to writing, fame, and the people who shape a writer’s voice. Across its restrained, humane storytelling, the work tracks the delicate balance between vulnerability and scrutiny—a portrait of a literary icon and the man who sought to understand him at a time when both were still discovering what it meant to be themselves.
