First Girl I Loved

During a high school girls' softball match, yearbook editor Anne develops a crush on standout player Sasha. This newfound affection begins to stir confusion and excitement within her as she contemplates her feelings in the context of her own identity.

Anne confides in her best friend Clifton about her feelings for Sasha. However, rather than being supportive, Clifton reveals that he has feelings for Anne too, leading to a tense and complicated situation between the two friends.

In a misguided moment, Clifton kisses Anne without her consent, escalating to a sexual assault despite her protests. This encounter leaves Anne feeling violated and confused about her relationships.

After managing to push Clifton away, Anne bravely reveals that her affection is actually directed towards Sasha. Clifton's harsh response, where he labels her a 'dyke,' further complicates Anne’s sense of self and her burgeoning identity.

With a determination to form a genuine connection, Anne visits Sasha under the guise of conducting yearbook interviews. Over the ensuing weeks, their friendship blossoms through text messages, fostering intimacy and trust.

After Sasha's team experiences a crushing defeat, Anne steps in to comfort her. This moment solidifies their bond, revealing Anne's deepening feelings for Sasha as she supports her during a vulnerable time.

Driven by jealousy, Clifton sabotages Anne's bicycle, leading to a confrontation. He uses this incident to provoke Anne during a yearbook class, ensuring she faces disciplinary consequences, which he orchestrates with malicious intent.

In a bid to destroy Anne’s life further, Clifton asks Sasha out. His motives stem from jealousy and a desire to control the narrative between Anne and Sasha, complicating the already tense dynamics.

During a session with his guidance counselor, Clifton begins to grasp the severity of his actions and the implications of the assault on Anne. This confrontation is a turning point for him, as he reflects on his behavior and its impact.

Anne convinces Sasha to let her stay the night, which brings them closer. They spend the evening at a bar where they share flirtations with other men but ultimately find solace in each other, culminating in a dance and a kiss.

The next day, Sasha decides to date Clifton, creating a rift between her and Anne. This decision confuses Anne, as she struggles to understand Sasha's feelings and the implications it has on their connection.

In an attempt to revive their relationship, Anne openly declares her feelings for Sasha. However, she is met with indifference, which leaves her feeling rejected and hurt as miscommunication reigns.

Frustrated by the lack of understanding, Anne includes a photo of her and Sasha kissing in the yearbook. This decision leads to significant repercussions and a family meeting filled with tension and accusations.

During the meeting prompted by the yearbook photo, tensions escalate when Sasha claims the kiss was non-consensual. This moment is pivotal as it brings to light issues of consent and manipulation amidst the chaos.

Determined to find closure, Anne visits Jasmine, the bar owner, to get tested for HIV. In this reflective moment, she confronts her heartbreak over Sasha and embraces her identity as she prepares for a new chapter in life.