Something to Live For

Alan Miller, a recovering alcoholic, arrives at a busy Times Square hotel with a quiet mission to help Jenny Carey, an actress whose mounting reliance on alcohol is quietly fraying the edges of her career. He offers a path toward Alcoholics Anonymous, but she declines, preferring to navigate her life on her own terms. Instead of stepping away, she accepts a different kind of arrangement and the two share a surprisingly intimate dinner. Throughout the meal, Jenny realizes she has forgotten another day of rehearsals, a memory she cannot explain, a mystery that seems to feed her drinking habit. After the dinner, Edna Miller, Alan’s wife, remains a quiet worry at the back of his mind as he escorts Jenny back to her apartment and then returns home himself.

The following morning, [Alan Miller] confides in Edna Miller about Jenny, and her concern bites at him. Edna worries about the danger of a relapse and the fragility of the progress he’s trying to safeguard. At his advertising agency, Alan learns that his own campaign has been rejected in favor of a more conventional idea pitched by his colleague, J. B. Crawley. The setback adds pressure to an already delicate balance: his professional ambitions collide with his personal concern for Jenny, who soon goes to rehearsals only to discover she has been recast and shuffled out of the show she believed could carry her to a new level. She returns home and tries to reach Alan, who is out for a midday drink with colleagues, inadvertently stepping into temptation. When he orders a cocktail, the situation grows tense; Jenny arrives just as the bartender slides a glass toward him, and she leaves in a mix of disappointment and resolve. They speak again in an empty theatre, where the conversation reveals more about their vulnerabilities than their plans: Alan mentions he is married, and Jenny admits a complicated past with the theatre director Tony Collins, who helped launch her career and who already sits in her orbit as a source of both support and strain.

As the days spill into nights, Alan tries to rebuild his life at the office, only to hear from Jenny that she has landed a new acting job. The pair find themselves Reunited in a quiet moment inside the museum’s Egyptian room, reciting lines from Jenny’s play, The Egyptians, as if the room itself were a witness to their growing, fragile bond. Alan again suggests a shared evening to reconnect, but life intervenes: Alan’s son arrives unexpectedly on a school trip, shifting the dynamics and underscoring the double life he is managing between an old habit he fears and a new, uncertain chance at happiness with Jenny.

Then comes a pivotal evening at home. Edna reveals she is pregnant, a revelation that weighs heavily on Alan and further complicates the arrangement with Jenny. He lies about the pages he finds—pretend documents for an ad campaign—trying to keep the lid on the growing tension between his responsibilities and his feelings. Sometime later, their employer hosts a party that brings Jenny and Tony Collins into the same room as Alan and Edna. The conversation at table turns toward Jenny’s career, and the blunt talk about her prospects stings a little, driving Jenny away in a moment of hurt. Billy, the elevator operator who has quietly watched over the building floors, relays a reassuring message that Jenny has not been drinking, a small beacon of hope in a night of competing loyalties.

The strain continues to mount as the couple faces a new wave of decision. The next morning, Jenny prepares to depart for Boston for a theatre tryout, and Alan tracks her down at Pennsylvania Station, pleading for clarity as they part ways with a heavy mixture of hope and foreboding. At a Christmas office party a short while after, Alan finds himself unable to celebrate, numb to the merriment around him. Edna tries to comfort him, revealing she has bought tickets to Jenny’s play, a gesture that makes their home feel even more complicated. Then a phone call arrives: Jenny has locked herself in her hotel room, drinking is a looming threat again. Alan rushes to the hotel, where he discovers Jenny unconscious on the bed. He kisses her awake and, in a decisive moment, encourages her with words of support before guiding her into a cold shower, a symbolic attempt to wash away the demons tormenting her.

The story concludes with a performance that suggests a fragile, evolving path rather than a definitive victory. Alan and Edna attend Jenny’s play, where Edna’s memory and experience surface in her own reflection on what she once wanted—an ambition to be an actress—and what she ultimately chose instead: to be a wife and mother. The day ends with a quiet acknowledgment that recovery and art are deeply entwined journeys, marked by difficult choices, loyal bonds, and a shared, ambiguous hope that the people they care about can find steadier ground in the days to come.

Last Updated: October 07, 2025 at 09:39