Rocks in My Pockets

In the late 1920s, Anna, a charming and educated young woman from Latvia, becomes enchanted by an audacious entrepreneur. Their initial romance sparks joy but sets the stage for complexities that are to follow.

Anna and her older partner marry, which soon brings to light a fierce possessiveness on his part. His jealousy leads to measures that isolate Anna from the world, forcing her into seclusion.

In seclusion, Anna sacrifices her freedom to bear eight children, dedicating her life to their upbringing. This new role, while fulfilling, encloses her in a life devoid of the outside world.

As the Great Depression unfolds, Anna and her husband face challenges in maintaining their existence. Economic hardships intensify, straining their relationship and survival.

The geopolitical landscape shifts dramatically with the onset of World War II. Latvia undergoes devastating invasions by the Soviets and Nazis, drastically affecting the lives of its citizens.

After the invasions, Latvia eventually falls under Soviet control once more. This period of turmoil places immense pressure on Anna and her family as they navigate uncertain times.

Throughout the hardships, Anna emerges as a pillar of strength for her children. She teaches them invaluable survival skills, drawn from the untamed wilderness that surrounds their secluded family life.

Years later, Anna's granddaughter Signe becomes compelled to unravel the mystery surrounding her grandmother's fate. She seeks answers from her father, but his vague responses only deepen her curiosity.

Signe's inquiries stir up familial secrets, particularly regarding the circumstances of Anna's death. The family's reluctance to discuss mental illness raises suspicions about potential suicidal tendencies.

Signe battles her own depression while confronting the shadows cast by her family's history. Her internal turmoil leads her to a harrowing four-month stay in a Soviet mental institution due to suicidal ideations.

As Signe grapples with her mental health, she learns that three of her female cousins also confront their psychological struggles. This raises haunting questions about hereditary mental illness in their family.

Determined to confront the stigma surrounding mental illness, Signe embarks on a profound journey to face the demons that have lingered over her family. Her journey signifies a search for healing and understanding.