Étienne grows up in Rouen, living with his mother Caroline and his grandmother La grand-mère, and he dreams of taking part in the national figure skating championship. For his 16th birthday, his grandmother gives him a digital camcorder, and he immediately puts it to use, turning the lens on every corner of his world—from his family and his teacher Laurent to his best friend Ludovic, from his skate sessions to the open sea and the dramatic cliffs. Through his camera, we see a life that is lively, intimate, and full of small discoveries, all captured with a curious, almost documentary clarity.
As the film unfolds, Étienne’s growing sense of his own sexuality becomes clearer to him and to us, and the camera becomes a confidant for his inner questions. He clings to a stubborn belief that this could be the year of love, a phrase he repeats as a quiet vow even when the world seems to resist his truth. A stumble during his skating routine keeps him from the top, and he settles for a secondary position, a disappointment that gnaws at him beneath the surface. After a night of drinking, Laurent—who is in a relationship with Étienne’s mother—appears to reveal a complicated, perhaps mutual, attraction to the young skater, a moment that heightens the tension in a family already navigating fragile boundaries. Étienne then witnesses Laurent’s fall from a cliff, a moment the film lets linger, hinting that the fall may be a deliberate act born from frustration and unspoken longing. This crisis presses Étienne to confront not only his love for Ludovic but also the possibility that love between two men is something real and achievable, a notion Ludovic himself resists.
In those tense hours, Étienne begins to speak more openly with Ludovic about the possibility of two men loving one another, and Ludovic’s startled retreat signals a widening rift that threatens the fragile trust between them. The diary-like videos Étienne has been making take on a sharper purpose: he fears that he has failed in what he set out to do and that Ludovic’s resentments and the weight of his revelations have left him adrift. In the film’s final moments, the sense of danger is tempered by a glimmer of rescue: a stranger happens upon the desperate boy near the cliff, notices the camera, and intervenes in time to interrupt a potential tragedy. The closing images pivot away from a graphic ending and toward a quiet, powerful note of human connection—an unexpected moment of closeness that suggests a real chance at happiness for Étienne, as the camera’s promise of truth becomes a bridge to a new beginning. The film ends with a lasting ache transformed into hope, leaving viewers with the impression that even amid fear and secrecy, love can be found and affirmed.
