Memories of My Body

In the rural heart of Central Java during the turbulent 1980s, a young boy grapples with the sudden loss of his father. The abandonment leaves a quiet emptiness that echoes through the village’s fields and the whispered stories of the elders. Seeking a place where his pain can be translated into something tangible, he discovers a local art form that moves beyond ordinary performance.

The community gathers around the lengger dance—a centuries‑old tradition where men slip into feminine movement and attire, celebrating the coexistence of vigor and delicacy. Here, the boy, Juno, is drawn into a world where the body is treated as a living archive, each gesture a record of emotion, memory, and longing. The sensual rhythm of the dance offers both refuge and a mirror to his own unfolding identity, allowing him to explore the fluid boundaries between gender, desire, and self‑acceptance.

Yet the broader landscape is uneasy. Political unrest and shifting social attitudes ripple through the countryside, making the sanctuary of the lengger both a haven and a precarious haven. As Juno matures, he finds himself moving from one village to the next, following the threads of community and safety that the dance weaves. The film folds a poetic, intimate tone around his journey, inviting the audience to feel the quiet beauty and restless tension of a life lived in search of belonging, freedom, and the rhythm that steadies his wandering soul.

Last Updated: September 20, 2025 at 16:45