The Unspeakable Act

Seventeen-year-old Jackie Kimball navigates life in Brooklyn, supported by her widowed mother and older sister Jeanne. However, it is her relationship with her brother Matthew that becomes particularly complex as hidden feelings simmer beneath the surface.

In spring 2011, Matthew begins dating Yolanda, marking a significant milestone in his life. This new relationship brings both happiness and turmoil to Jackie, who grapples with her unreciprocated feelings for her brother.

As Matthew and Yolanda's relationship blossoms, Jackie puts on a brave face during family dinners. However, internally she struggles with feelings of jealousy and sadness, causing her to lose her appetite and experience intense emotional distress.

During a tense moment in their attic sanctuary, Jackie confronts Matthew about his relationship with Yolanda. Instead of reciprocating her feelings, Matthew remains dedicated to giving Yolanda a chance, leaving Jackie heartbroken and isolated.

The sudden breakup between Matthew and Yolanda shifts the dynamics within the Kimball household. For Jackie, this unexpected turn of events feels like liberation, as she is finally free from the emotional turmoil of unrequited love.

Matthew invites Jackie to join him at a concert, an opportunity she eagerly accepts. This summer experience allows their bond to strengthen, and Jackie briefly entertains the fantasy that Matthew might view her as more than just a sibling.

With college approaching, Jackie becomes increasingly anxious about potentially being separated from Matthew. Concerned for her well-being, Jackie's mother seeks help for her, referring her to psychotherapy sessions with Linda.

In therapy, Jackie finds solace as she opens up about her long-hidden feelings for Matthew. This cathartic moment allows her to unburden the emotional weight she has carried, granting her a new perspective on her struggles.

Jackie's life takes an unexpected turn when she engages in her first sexual experience with Tristan, a captivating classmate. Excited to share this news with Matthew, she is relieved when he responds with warm congratulations, indicating a budding understanding between them.

As summer comes to an end, Jackie finds herself at a crucial crossroads in her life. With Tristan back in the picture, she decides to step away, seeking comfort in Matthew's temporary visit and reflecting on her feelings for him.

In the attic, Jackie and Matthew share a late-night conversation that begins with Jackie's probing questions. Initially defensive, Matthew lashes out, prompting Jackie to confront the reality of her unrequited love for him.

Encouraged by therapist Linda, Jackie embarks on a journey of self-discovery, confronting the painful realities of her emotions. This introspective path empowers her to take control of her future in ways she hasn't before.

Determined to forge her own path, Jackie makes a bold decision to apply to a different college than Matthew's. This choice symbolizes her commitment to personal growth and her desire to pursue a field rooted in psychology, shaped by her experiences.